The old and the new..=)

He took two years to find himself...

As I hold the new album in my hands..

I ask myself...

Why am I buying this??

I'm sure I'm no longer the fangirl who goes screaming and drooling when I see him..

Or I've fainted when I bumped into him in genting the other day...

Then I realize...

He, like a lot of other things, has became a part of my life...

And it is nice to find something familiar...

It is not about totally leaving my past and trying to create a new me...

It is about embracing my past, admitting my mistakes, mend relationships, and growing into a better person...

I'll no longer deny my past...

I will have the initiative to grow up..till I find the right way..

I guess I'll start by forgiving myself, not be so harsh on myself and actually accepting the fact that I do make mistakes as well...

I guess to truly change and find myself, I have to start by finding the cause...

Wish me luck..=)

Smilez..=D