When there was me and you..

You never really did fully open up...

You've always had the self-fulfilling prophecy that I'll leave..

And so..

You've always see everything in the negative aspect..

Expecting for the worst...

If you didn't believed in the 1st place..

Why did you even started it??

Were you really the one or is all of this just a creation of my own imagination??

Had all these been just one sided??

Did you ever know that words only mean something when actions or efforts are put in??

It's not just some "I love you more" for one minute and then be all negative for the rest of the hour...

Does it hurt so much to have a little hope, faith and positivity??

You say you're stressed alone out there..

Fine..I understand..So I don't complain or say anything when you're in a bad mood..

BUT I AM NOT YOUR FREAGGING PUNCHING BAG!!

I'm not for you to just show your temper or emoo-ness for no reason..

If you're feeling down..

Tell me..talk to me..

Not give me the temper..

When I tell you how I felt..

You say "sucks to be you"..

Don't you know that there are times where you can joke and there are times that you are suppose to be serious??

And seriously..the same jokes could only go so far..

And it's not supposed to be used daily..

You always make it sound like I'm at fault..

When I go out with my friends at night at the time u always call..

When I am doing my assignment..

When I say I'm tired and I want to sleep..

It's like whenever I don't have the time to talk to you..

You'll find all sorts of way to make me feel guilty..

But then you were the one who said I shouldn't give up my life for you..

What do you want from me??

It's like everything I do isn't good enough..

And heck..I shouldn't even have to be feeling like this at all..

YOU ARE suppose to make me feel good..NOT BAD..

You're suppose to make me smile..NOT CRY..

You're suppose to make me feel like I'm the luckiest girl on earth..

You're suppose to support my views and not shoot down everytime I try to be positive and be me..

Is it so wrong to be nice to people??

Is it so wrong to believe in hope and faith??

Is is so wrong to want my fairy tale ending??

Is it so wrong to just be positive and see the light in everything??

Sometimes I wonder if you even really truly care..

Or you just want a girlfriend to show off and have company..

Everytime I tell you how I feel..

You'll just say this is who I am..

Have you even realize that this all about give and take..compromising..commitment and changing for the better..

NOT just taking and demanding and controlling and then pass on by saying "I Love You"..

Do you even mean it when you actually say those words??

I just can't write anymore...everything's messed up in my head..

Some can't even be put on words..

Besides..Not like you even bother to read anyway..

kthkxbye..